I would prefer to hear from you, "I don't love you anymore."
What does it mean?
"I won't be able to be your wife."
Who is restricting you, what happened to you?
I will continue to compete (not fight) for my future, my kids.
I am not going to lose you.
If you won't be able to be my wife, I won't be able to survive.
I hope you will come to this blog and listen to me, since I cannot contact you, not allowed to. I promised and I keep my promise.