Expect the unexpected, follow the lovers lost in this blog.

A blog to cater your mind,body,and soul as you drink Turkish Coffee. We are proud to present our new storyline called Cafe's search for his "Zahir". Everyday is a new day for the "Cafe" (from Istanbul) & his journey for "Zahir" (from Baku). Don't expect extraordinary drama from the narrator, me. Still, this is a drama (maybe real!), and have better impact on you than watching a soap opera. Guaranteed. There is genuine feelings within inspirational periods. Cross your fingers for this story to end with happy marriage :-) All rights are reserved.

EDIT (01 July 2009) - She is engaged with another man, and I finally made my marriage proposal bringing my family to Baku. The result: She stays engaged and will have her wedding, so called "toy", with that another man.

Rest in peace Ms. Zahir.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Smooth Jazz

My life plays jazz
Would you hear me or, just listen to me..
Why don't you even send me a message in these difficult days.
What do you expect me to do.
I have been delaying the letter from my mama since we have short amount of time to talk in these days.
I am getting very angry at this situation. I feel like I am bargaining for my future. Only, nobody is asking me the price, because I am bargaining for you for no price, you are priceless, indeed. I am not willing to loose you.
Too many thoughts that can be developed and create wealth for us, if we become one. But, but...But, I don't understand why you are staying away, so far away....
I still question, what does it mean when you say, "I won't be able to be your wife"
Por Que? mi Amor, por que?????