Expect the unexpected, follow the lovers lost in this blog.

A blog to cater your mind,body,and soul as you drink Turkish Coffee. We are proud to present our new storyline called Cafe's search for his "Zahir". Everyday is a new day for the "Cafe" (from Istanbul) & his journey for "Zahir" (from Baku). Don't expect extraordinary drama from the narrator, me. Still, this is a drama (maybe real!), and have better impact on you than watching a soap opera. Guaranteed. There is genuine feelings within inspirational periods. Cross your fingers for this story to end with happy marriage :-) All rights are reserved.

EDIT (01 July 2009) - She is engaged with another man, and I finally made my marriage proposal bringing my family to Baku. The result: She stays engaged and will have her wedding, so called "toy", with that another man.

Rest in peace Ms. Zahir.

Friday, September 19, 2008


Our company is sending some sample kits to your country. They mentioned the name of your city and country. I think I am losing my mind, or my patience. I can't resist anymore. I am into daydreaming mode as soon as I hear your name, your city's name, or your country's name.

I hope this dilemma will be resolved within a couple of weeks. Maybe by the time your sister gives a birth, it will a new birth for us as well.

The day beginning to wait for the sun dawn

For a moment, I thought I won't be able to fit these many words in the title.
For a moment, I thought that I won't be able to fit your loss in my world.
But, each sun dawn means a new beginning for me. I am not saying sun rise.
The end of the day means that one more day passes, so less number of days are left behind.

My day is boring, in fact it gets exciting after 2-3pm.
I wish I can daydream, indeed I dreamed for you again.

Dream shall come true, if we see the dreams on a regular basis.

I think about you, and I want to see you, and communicate with you, because these blog posts cannot continue any further. Life is getting boring every single day, at the same time the daily rush is sweeping us around.

Warm and toasted regards from me to mi amor.